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Monstrous Café => Mayday! Mayday! => Topic started by: redmonsta on November 26, 2010, 12:40:56 pm

Title: It picks on my family.
Post by: redmonsta on November 26, 2010, 12:40:56 pm
I'll begin by saying, there is some sort of spirit in my apartment.  Nobody feels comfortable in the hallway, including the animals, people have seen apparitions, heard things, etc.  Every time we speak of it in the kitchen something happens. It could have been coincidence, but I remember the one day 2 light bulbs had exploded in a row after a conversation about how we wanted it gone. For the longest time, I wasn't bothered by it. Nothing totally strange had happened to me besides the whole light bulbs thing. However, it had been mentally attacking my mother. It always disturbed her, and completely freaked her out. For a while, things had gone back to normal for her... Things were quiet, and we weren't bothered by it. Recently, I have been diagnosed with myoclonic epilepsy and prescribed valproic acid, which is an anti seizure/depressant. I've never been a depressed person, but being put on these meds, my emotions have been ridiculous. I've been on the meds for a while now, and am doing better, but I recently started having more experiences. As of right now my theory is that it goes after the people in a lower state of mind. I'm not sure. Anyways, I'm not too sure what to do about it right now. I'm hoping it will settle down again soon. If anyone has any advice on how to at least learn to ignore it, it would be greatly appreciated.
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Moloch on November 26, 2010, 12:45:41 pm
Details, we need more of them.

Mods - This should be moved to Mayday! Mayday! so it can receive the proper level of exposure. Thank you.
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Nina on November 26, 2010, 01:47:34 pm
Yeah, we definitely need more info on this: for example, how old are you, is this your first house, who lived there before.... just to start with  :wink:
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Countess on November 26, 2010, 06:34:29 pm
One other main detail we should know it how recently you were diagnosed & exaclty how long you have been on the meds. I know from personal experience that new anti-seizure meds can completely mess with you for months before the levels are settled & the brain chemistry returns to normal.
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Nina on November 27, 2010, 03:03:38 am
Even strong antibiotics can affect your perception, thats a very good point you got there Countess
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Moloch on November 27, 2010, 07:15:20 am
Even strong antibiotics can affect your perception, thats a very good point you got there Countess

Such a reaction is exceedingly rare. However, many anti-seizure medications are also used as anti-psychotics, and can have some pretty strange effects on the patient's mind.
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Nina on November 27, 2010, 09:46:32 am
Well, then I'm exceedingly happy to be the one among rare to experience that first hand. Forgoten the name of the medicine, but among many cute little side effects were: psychosis, paranoia, insomnia.... and it was just a medicine for a tooth infection  :-D
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Countess on November 27, 2010, 12:02:34 pm
One must remember that all medicine can be poison & all poison can be medicine. No medication is 100% safe.

 :focus:

Red, we need these details to help. The sooner we get them the sooner we can help you. On a side note, please, keep your meds in check. Get levels taken as often as needed & make note of any side affects you experience, any changes to your normal functioning can be a serious issue no matter how slight the change.

Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Muerte on November 27, 2010, 12:24:33 pm
  This whole discussion helps to remind me yet again why I do not take medication voluntarily. 
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Moloch on November 27, 2010, 12:48:40 pm
  This whole discussion helps to remind me yet again why I do not take medication voluntarily. 

You actually take it?!
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: redmonsta on November 27, 2010, 01:14:00 pm
I was diagnosed in August, so I've only been on the meds for about 3 months.  We've lived in the apartment for about 3 years now. We believe that it may possibly have something to do with the canal, just around the block. It used to bring people to the city, and apparently many people arrived sick & some didn't make it.  I personally believe that's why a man shows himself to my mother & stepfather.
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Moloch on November 27, 2010, 01:18:11 pm
In that case, the times don't match, so medication as the cause seems to be out.
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Countess on November 27, 2010, 03:42:24 pm
Medication may not be causing the previous experiences but since your mind is still adjusting to the medication it may be possible that you are currently more sensative/open to experiences, you're brain is somewhat like that of a young child right now, still molding itself still learning what reality is. Keep a journal of any & all experiences anyone has. Note the date & time as well as any other relevant information (was there a fight before the experience, were you talking about the spirit) from the time of the experience. It could also be possible that you could be causing some of these incidents, unintentionally of course, through some sort of telekinesis which would go back to the brain chemistry not being quite right. Look into the history of the property, not just the building itself since spirits can remain from previous buildings on the same spot. If you can, ask the previous tenants or the super of your building if anything was ever experienced before you lived there. I haven't read anything saying the spirit frightens you so maybe removing the spirit isn't needed, maybe just a little reminding that it's YOUR place now & the behavior isn't acceptable. DON"T go issueing altimatums or commands since we don't know the true nature of the spirit yet & that could make things worse. Do a little research, see what/who it could be & let us know.
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Muerte on November 27, 2010, 08:36:09 pm
  This whole discussion helps to remind me yet again why I do not take medication voluntarily. 

You actually take it?!

  Military are not given a choice.
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: chaoticpsyche on November 27, 2010, 09:22:22 pm
  This whole discussion helps to remind me yet again why I do not take medication voluntarily. 

You actually take it?!

  Military are not given a choice.

That's not completely true, Navy docs never checked to make sure we take all our meds.... Although recommended, it isn't completely necessary, the Dental Doc gave me vicodin, and I never needed it... High pain tolerance. So They went bad and I flushed them down the toilet.
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: LLCSafeInTheLight on January 19, 2011, 07:29:47 am
HOW TO get rid of negative entities: After MUCH, EXTENSIVE, DESPERATE searching online, I found plenty on “how to develop these senses”, but very, VERY little to help, to ‘filter’, ‘turn off’, or get rid of anything negative… So, here we go, what it was like for me, what happened, and what it’s like now…
  The best policy is PREVENTION! NEVER, EVER “MIX” ANYTHING METAPHYSICAL, OR OCCULT WITH ALCOHOL, OR ANY MIND OR MOOD-ALTERING SUBSTANCES (Prescription medications, like antidepressants, ADHD meds are fine. Pain medication, muscle relaxants, anti-anxiety medications are OK, but a fine line exists between use and abuse… IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE “ALCOHOLIC OR ADDICTIVE TENDANCIES”, LET SOMEONE ELSE DO THE RESEARCH. ALSO, BE ABSOLUTELY UNSHAKEABLE IN YOUR FAITH THAT YOU ARE, IN FACT, SAFE, AND PROTECTED BY SOMETHING GOOD, PURE, AND LIGHT. REMEMBER, EVIL IS BIGGER THAN WE ARE, BUT GOOD PREVAILS OVER ALL, ALWAYS!
   Here’s part of my story. I am getting a more complete, thorough version of it published, very soon (this year), to feed the need for negative-proofing the Gifts.
  I was a landing strip, unknowingly, waiting for negativity (I know now they were demons) to land and attach to me. I am an alcoholic, addict (now, by the Grace of my Higher Power) in recovery. I was a practicing solitary wiccan/pagan, (who came ‘full circle’, Baptized in infancy and Roman Catholic as a child, I turned to wiccan/pagan, in my Journey—everyone is different, I believe in their Journey, to a passionate, practicing Roman Catholic for life) often practicing under the influence of something mind or mood altering, I played with a Ouija board when I was young, I was very promiscuous, dishonest etc… all the stuff that goes along with addiction.  Recently, I became interested in ‘ghost hunting’ (also ALWAYS under the influence of alcohol and/or drugs), and started taking “E.V.P.’s”—Electronic Voice Phenomenon, that is recording in places that felt ‘eerie’ to me, trying and 100% of the time ‘catching’, in the recordings on my cell phone voices inaudible to most humans at the time the recording is taken, but audible to everyone, when played back. I noticed the same voice in all of my recordings, around 4 ½ months ago. Then I did the unthinkable (I had no idea!). NEVER, EVER, EVER, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES ASK A SPIRIT TO TOUCH YOU!!! I did, and my life has never been, nor will it ever be, the same! It ENTERED MY SOUL, BODY AND MIND, AND BY THE GRACE OF GOD, IT DID NOT FULLY POSSESS ME-NOT FOR LACK OF ITS EFFORT.
   Although, now, the evil things are gone, I know my Good Power has given me the gifts of clairaudience, clairvoyance, and clairsentience. I may, now, by some simple things taught to me by my Higher Power, combined with the pitiful amount of information on the web, (Again, so much about how to turn it on, and a scrap of a sentence, here & there about how to turn it off.) only see, feel, or hear POSITIVE ENTITIES!!! Whew!
  Anyone, and bear in mind, you don’t know who you are, until the Gift is given, who becomes any of the “ Clair…s” NEEDS a way to turn it off, and filter it, or you WILL face the dark, miserable, one-way gates into permanent insanity. If you are not claiaudient, imagine a running monologue in your ears, not in your own voice, but something else’s EVERY waking second of your life. The voice (not an hallucination, as they DO NOT RECORD, or photograph) sometimes telling you everything, from how to brush your teeth, get dressed, shower to how to have sex with your husband, to how to DROWN YOUR CHILD!!! The other horrendous “side effects” of having something, or some things negative, or low vibration, attached to you are as follows: A general “black cloud” around your life, family, pets and friends, as well as your home & your work. Afflicted People molested during waking hours, and raped in their sleep!! They are enticed to commit suicide, murder, (even the research I did on psychosis and schizophrenia on reputable, science-based, mental health websites, WERE MENTIONED MANY TIMES, MISDIAGNOSES THAT WERE PARANORMAL/SPITUAL!), Sickness of your family or friends, usually those closest to you, sudden onset of fatal illnesses in pet(s), a feeling of extreme low energy, car problems, unusually high electric bills, blowing out in inordinate amount of light bulbs, rooms becoming cold, then within 5 minutes, hot, pets acting strangely (My dog would growl and bark at “nothing”, my cats would look at the same “nothing”, as my ‘Spirit Bouncer’ was removing the demons, and my husband would comment that the dog was “losing his mind”…)
  Until now, since it has been removed, Children were seeing ‘shadows’, the whole family having nightmares, and bizarre sex dreams. Sadly, the list can go on and on and on.   
  Here’s how I was taught to TURN IT OFF, and have the negative entities removed and replaced with positive entities (For me, & everyone is different):

1.   I HAD to get clean and sober, without question; this is a life& death, sanity& insanity, urgent matter. I NEEDED a well known 12-step program for alcoholics & that program & wisdom.

2.   I HAD to find my Good Power, not anyone else’s, MINE. You will NEED to find YOUR OWN that you can have COMPLETE UNWAVERING FAITH IN. MINE is The Holy Trinity. Jesus Christ is my personal savior. However; if yours is something different, don’t be put off by my “Born Again Catholicism”, PLEASE, it IS a matter of life & death, in certain cases, and if you are reading this, it is DEFINITLY a LIFE & DEATH MATTER, for you, or someone you care about!


3.   You MUST give your WHOLE SELF to your Good Power, warts & all, demons & all. You must, in this process, pray to your Greater Good to remove all your negative behaviors. Turn over especially, and often, selfishness/self-centeredness, your faith & your fear! So that, you cannot ‘lose it’. Negativity preys on like- negativity, especially fear & weak faith, or DOUBTING YOUR SANITY. Never doubt & if you falter, guess what- give that to you Good Power! It is failsafe!

4.   Be warned about Good Powers, negative ones are VERY SLY. They can pose as good. They can look ‘good’, act ‘good’, tell you they ‘love you’, in order to win over your trust. Their ultimate goal is to OWN your soul, the souls around you, thus, making themselves larger and more powerful, and more cunning. Some of these things have been around 3000+ years!


5.   Remember it is a PROCESS. You did not become afflicted, nor were you given this gift overnight. It will take the time directly in proportion, to the time it took to become afflicted/develop the Gift, for negativity to be removed. NEVER FORGET that it is bigger than you, YOU cannot beat it! Don’t kid yourself. Only something bigger that IT, which is YOUR Good Power, can defeat, remove, and/or destroy it!

6.   Your Good Power has a safe place for you, and an ‘Evil Spirit Destroyer’ for you. Mine is a Globe of Good. It is like (and I see, and feel it around me, with my clairvoyance and my clairsentience at all times) an impervious-to evil/negativity, stellar, gorgeous ice-sculpture, like bullet proof glass, only “evil-proof’, crafted by my Greatest Good (Jesus). It is filled with the light of Good Spirit, my ‘evil-Destroyer’ (St Michael The Archangel, and his infinite Legions of armed Angels, God, and my unknown-as-yet pure, good, light-made, Spirit Guides, and my world of family, home, friends, pets, work, the city I work in etc…). Evil may NOT SURVIVE in this globe! It is filled to bursting with INFINITE GOOD!


7.   Never forget that the crafting of this globe is ‘a work in progress’, as is your Gift, but that the negative entity/entities are finite. Sometimes, knowing that their ‘bag of tricks is empty, and their seconds tormenting (LOL!) you are numbered in your Globe, they may continue weak, futile attempts at distracting or scaring you. At the slightest “peep” from it, kindly remind your ‘evil-Destroyer’ to take care of it for you. They can no longer communicate, touch, you, be seen, or otherwise affect you in anyway, whatsoever.

8.   You will notice during the Process of finding Safety, the undesirables become weaker and weaker, fainter and fainter, until they are COMPLETELY GONE from you and everyone/everything in your Globe.

9.   The final, very , VERY important step of this Process, of allowing your Good Power to cleanse you-Body, Mind, and SOUL, is to PRAY FOR THE POOR SOUL THAT THE NEGATIVITY HAS MARKED AS NEXT, AND TO GET YOURSELF, AND YOUR HOME AND YOURSELF BLESSED BY SOMEONE OF YOUR PARTICULAR FAITH (This will help strengthen your Globe, and make others aware of your plight, so that you do not, as so many of us do, need to ‘suffer in silence’

9   Cont’d)You MUST proceed to tell all those with open minds what has been happening to you, and about this Process, so that ‘the word gets out’ (that you didn’t pay $20.00 + S&H for…) that there IS A WAY! This, finally, will RAISE YOU TO A HIGHER VIBRATION, allowing, in this action, for you to hear, see, and feel & smell & taste too, ONLY good! (When I am doing something that is to help The Greater Good, I SMELL CHURCH INCESE! My family has smelled it, my best friend too. The demon, when I used to question my sanity, I would remember that these things were RECORDED & heard by many people! And, we all know that auditory hallucinations DO NOT RECORD, for others to hear! So, I know, now, in my Heart of Hearts, and in my mind, body and Soul, that I AM FREE! YOU WILL BE FREE TOO, if you follow these simple suggestions. You must recognize that it is a process that happens, as it were, “In God’s Time”, not in ours.
  ALSO, IF YOU HAVE GIVEN IT ANY PERMISSION TO TOUCH YOU, BE IN YOUR HOME OR THOUGHTS, ETC... YOU MUST RENOUNCE THE PERMISSION! RESCIND THE OFFER! DEMONS, EVIL SPIRITS, AND ANYTHING NEGATIVE (YOU DEFINITELY HAVE ONE OF THE ABOVE OR BAD STUFF WOULD NOT BE HAPPENING!!!) HAVE A DEFINITE SET OF RULES SET DOWN BY THE GREATER GOOD POWERS OF THE UNIVERSE, AND THOUGH WE DON'T EXACTLY LEARN THEM IN SCHOOL, THEY ARE THERE... I WILL TELL YOU MORE AS I FIND OUT, AS I AM A NEW-ONSET CLAIREVOYANT/CLAIRAUDIENT/CLAIRSENTIENT...

I HOPE THIS HELPS! PASS IT ON! AS YOU HAVE TO “GIVE IT AWAY TO KEEP IT!” Also, “a hand closed to giving, is ALSO closed to receiving”…
  LL. Conrad  (Roman Catholic “Sensitive”)  I’m Not God’s gift, but a recipient, willing to receive God’s Gifts)
    Any questions or comments feel free to Email me at Bunkyhorse155@hotmail.com
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: Nina on January 19, 2011, 12:24:15 pm
And if you read the first post carefully, you will notice that it can easily be a manifesto of an angry teenager ;) with heightened energy levels. Aka Poltergeist
Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: markus on January 19, 2011, 03:01:30 pm
First of all welcome LLCSafeInTheLight to monstrous.com


But I need to give you advise,do not, I repeat do not post in large caps, it is the internet equivalent of shouting/screaming which is considered rude and also annoying, you could have used other ways to stress the important points you want to get across ie: undeline it    etc

   
And LG is correct,  this is not the place to preach or advertise your faith etc      it is not allowed PERIOD


Title: Re: It picks on my family.
Post by: LLCSafeInTheLight on January 23, 2011, 10:37:04 am
1st off... Thanks  for the welcome... And Hello...Sorry about the "caps lock thing", and sincere apologies,if anyone took me for coming across as "preachy". I am new at posting. Duh... It's my 1st post anywhere. I was just sharing what happened to me (us), what it was like, and how I got rid of it... And as for the "preaching part", (Apologies, again! I didn't mean to preach). Though, as a member of our "culture"-whatever that is-, and a former Wiccan, I am, also aware of the "preachy" that Christians can be...AKA "holier than thou", "everybody else is going to hell", etc... Pains in the behind.
  So, my suggestions, which do work were written for those of any faith, even an Agnostic or Atheist. Who, I think, anyway (but may, actually have no clue) broken down, and thinking , by the very nature of this site, believes that there are paranormal/spiritual things "out there", and that some of them are bigger/more powerful (Higher) than we are. You may read in my reply that i was merely suggesting that any person of any, little, or no faith, can overcome being bullied, bothered or tormented by something that is negative. It was written for another human, like all of us (whatever that is -LOL) bothered by "things that won't stop bumping in the night".
  I didn't realize that "Your Higher Power", "Greater Good" etc... would offend anybody, or be viewed this as "preaching", but, being Christian, since it was all part of my Journey, I felt I should mention it, as it pertains to my Spiritual Journey --I HATE PREACHY people of ANY FAITH TOO!!! (OOOOPS caps lock again)-- I, wrote this with completely Good Intent,-- and don't believe that something that "Picks on my family" is a positive entity to have hanging around.
  Also, the part about "inviting" evil, or substance abuse, I sort of put that "out there" as general warning, from firsthand experience, as this is the MayDay section. I looked here a little while ago, and could not, for the sake of my sanity, and life, find much that helped. Sorry for irking anybody. I'm new. Everyone was new at one point or another... Right?