Monstrous Café => Mayday! Mayday! => Topic started by: Darkxide on June 18, 2012, 09:26:37 AM

Title: Help Please
Post by: Darkxide on June 18, 2012, 09:26:37 AM
Hi im new to this form and was looking some advice.  So for past 10 or so year ive felt like im not alone in my body, started as a feeling of a presence then whispers in the back of my mind then on to full blown conversations.  When it all started i felt like i could control my energy levels, just concentrate and i could increase my energy making me fell more awake  or stronger.  But as time has gone by the more i try to control my energy the less control i have over it.  From my conversations with it the presence goes by the name Kaoosa (think thats spelt right) and give the impression it is a demon.  As the time has gone by ive started to feel like im less and less my self.  My temper is getting shorter and shorter and im constantly unsure of who i am any more.  The "Demon" is constantly whispering in my head one minute telling my im possessed and i am its the next its telling me theres not such thing as demons and im just starting to loose my mind.  Im constantly tired no matter how much i sleep and i just feel totaly lost.  Im losing the strength to keep fighting and holding it back.  Any way on to the point what i am just wondering is does this sound like an actual possession or am  i maybe just delusional and starting to lose it and might need to seek some professional advice. 
Title: Re: Help Please
Post by: Nina on June 18, 2012, 12:30:33 PM
Hi Darkxide and welcome to Monstrous

After reading this, I have only ONE advice and that is to seek a professional medical help immediately.

Title: Re: Help Please
Post by: jordyn on June 19, 2012, 08:09:13 AM
Things that extreme, nina's advice is best, it may be a genuine mental issue, until you have the rational behind it, there's not much anyone can do.
Title: Re: Help Please
Post by: BlazeEyes on July 21, 2012, 12:08:56 PM
Aye, I would agree with the above and seek medical help, but I know that demon possession isn't unheard of... Either way, seek a doctor first and if they can't help you then maybe consider finding someone who knows more about demons than we do...
Title: Re: Help Please
Post by: markml0528 on July 22, 2012, 12:02:30 AM
It's most likely a mental disorder of some sort.  I would recommend professional help as well.  It's best to eliminate the most likely (and scientifically documented) possibilities first, before moving onto a supernatural or paranormal explanation. 
Title: Re: Help Please
Post by: Darkxide on August 11, 2012, 02:24:50 AM
Hey sorry that i havn't replyed to all your posts, just wanted to say thank you to every one who reply thank you for your advice and honesty.  Spoke to Gp who thought reason im so run down is because im stressing over it and when im sleeping its not a deep sleep.  Hes booked me an appointment with a psychiatrist (think thats spelt right) but  that was done last month and soonest i can see him is end of this month. Just wanted to let to say ive started to take up meditation as well to help me quiet my mind and confront the voice and this has helped me alot.  The instances of it are gettting less and less and im starting to feel normal again and like im in control, i cant remember the last time i felt like i was.   Dont know if it was just my mind trying to deal with stuff or what caused it and im still going to see the psychiatrist at the end of the month.  Just wanted to update u all and say thanks again for the Advice, im felling better than i have in year and i think confronting it and getting doc advice has helped  :-D
Title: Re: Help Please
Post by: FlamE on August 12, 2012, 01:24:04 AM
I'm very glad you're getting better. This thread should be the first thing people who think they are possessed should see.