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Title: I'm scared that I may hurt someone... Please help if you can.
Post by: KitsuneFue on December 24, 2007, 01:47:00 AM
I've suspected for a long time that I'm therian, though I don't know what because I've never showed any signs of what I could be and I've never transformed... Until now. I haven't fully transformed, but my body is changing.

Firstly, let me explain something that's happened to me... I can see spirits and demons, I've always been able to, it runs in my family. I had a run in with a demon about 3 and a half weeks ago and it didn't go over well. Normally I can ward things like that off easily, but I had a hard time with it and I even sustained an injury on my right arm from it.

A full moon hasn't passed since it happened... And there's supposed to be one tomorrow night... And I'm changing... Just over the course of the night I've grown... My face has lengthened, as have my fingers, arms, back, neck, feet, and toes. My shoulders are broader and my limbs are thinner looking and more muscular.

I'm really confused and scared, I don't know what to do. I'm afraid that something is going to happen tomorrow, afraid that I'm going to hurt someone I love or hurt innocent humans in my area. Does anyone know of anything that would halt a transformation?
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Post by: Raziel on December 24, 2007, 04:49:37 AM
On christmas? You sure picked a right fine time to morph.

and why is any of that a bad thing? ( aside from a big angry mob forming).


Upon the suspension of  any disbelief i may have, i belive that your encounter with the demon may have had some lasting effects, on you........ sorta like your body is adapting to compensate. Trying to combat the demon's "venom" if you will.


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Title: Re: I'm scared that I may hurt someone... Please help if you can.
Post by: KitsuneFue on December 24, 2007, 06:25:51 AM
I can't honestly say I'm the one who picked the day, Raz. And I'm worried that I'll hurt one of my family members more than anything...
Title: Re: I'm scared that I may hurt someone... Please help if you can.
Post by: Raziel on December 24, 2007, 06:47:38 AM
You said something about your dad maybe being therian.

ask him about controling your self,your......urges.............. just dont mention anything bout the therian thing if you know he's gonna be a preacher.

and don't worry i have not heard of such.... dramatic P-shifts anyway. if anything, its just the full moon makeing you more active.

Of course i could be wrong.
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Post by: Moloch on December 24, 2007, 10:30:46 AM
I'd lean more towards a mundane cause. In my case, when I hit puberty, my body seemed to explode in size, practically overnight. Muscles got bigger, shoulders broadened, I got taller, head bigger, etc. It all happened with such speed that even my parents were in disbelief, especially since they were buying adult size clothing for a twelve year old, and still having a hard time finding clothing big enough. I'm twenty-eight now, and still growing, though it's slowed down a bit since then. I imagine I may top out somewhere over 6' 6" before I retire, as I've put on 3 inches in height in just six years.

The funny thing is, it only slowed down when I got out of jobs that required a lot of intense physical labor.

Remember folks, everyone is different. Medical science does NOT know everything, and neither does Psychiatry. While being injured by this demon may have triggered things, and may in fact be the cause, without knowledge and proof, guessing at these things will do more harm than good.

Kit, I would suggest a blood work-up. It may be that you have some kind of hormonal imbalance and it  can be corrected. A prolonged surge of adrenaline can produce strong urges for violence, as well as stimulate other things physically. Always remember people; "Eliminate the mundane before you consider the extraordinary."
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Post by: Vince_03 on December 24, 2007, 05:32:24 PM
wel, first you've got to control it....remember, mind over matter...and to the demon thing, well, always carry a crucifix and a bottle of holy water.....
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Post by: KitsuneFue on December 25, 2007, 05:13:47 PM
Well, the full moon came and went... I now hardly fit in any of my clothing, my pants fall off of my hips, my shirts barely cover my torso, my shoes are too tight, etc... I'm not as concerned as I was before, just incredibly confused.
Title: Re: I'm scared that I may hurt someone... Please help if you can.
Post by: Raziel on December 25, 2007, 10:19:04 PM
you got bigger....... that fast? wouldn't that put your body under incredible strain? are you tired?
the amnt of energy you must have consumed.......
i have nothing to say


.......... ...except maybe, you must look soooo hot right now. :-P
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Post by: Vince_03 on December 26, 2007, 12:45:46 AM
*stares*.....with what you've said, maybe you're just having a growth spurt
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Post by: Moloch on December 26, 2007, 07:57:33 AM
A massive growth spurt would be my guess. I'd also be willing to bet that for those of us who are cold-adapted, meaning we either are or have ancestry from those who are adapted to extreme cold, have bigger spurts than folks from farther south. I for one carry Norse blood in my veins, and took a lot of my genetic makeup from that part of the family, which, when you look at me, is more than apparent - especially when you see me with the rest of my family.
Title: Re: I'm scared that I may hurt someone... Please help if you can.
Post by: KitsuneFue on December 27, 2007, 12:50:31 AM
Well, I was in incredible pain throughout it... It made me very moody. And I'm of asian descent, so no massive growth spurts in my family. All of the changes that I'd gone through have gone away, though... Over the course of a day or more. Now I'm left questioning if this is going to happen again... And if it does, will I change more than the last time?
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Post by: Thundergod on December 27, 2007, 09:36:55 PM
lol it sounds like a major growth spurt, just relax and see what happens. the mood thing is apart of that to.
Title: Re: I'm scared that I may hurt someone... Please help if you can.
Post by: Vince_03 on December 28, 2007, 03:42:48 AM
you're of asian decent?....what asian country?
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Post by: Raziel on December 28, 2007, 01:29:29 PM
............... so are ya hot+er now?(ps. i know this is not helping)

Maybe you should just do a cleansing/banishing ritual or something to like clear your aura. :-P

otherwise youd have to go through another one.....maybe.

I'd go for the second option..... but thats just me and my curiosity :-D
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Post by: KitsuneFue on December 29, 2007, 04:22:27 PM
Lol, Raz... You're not helping at all, but at least you're making me laugh. And Vince, I'm half mongolian. My mother is only 4' 9"... I'm already taller than her, but I don't expect I'll get much taller... Hence why I don't think my getting to 5' 5" over the course of two nights was a 'growth spurt'... Especially not after I've reverted back to my original height of 4' 11".
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Post by: Vince_03 on December 30, 2007, 11:13:07 PM
mongolia...well, that's cool....me and raz are filipino...and the philippines is in southeast asia...so yeah....well, with what's happening with your body and all, expect that you'll get much bigger...and it's just natural that some kids today are bigger than their parents....i mean, look at me...i used to be the smallest kid in my family but look at me now....i'm now 5'7" in height and i'm way bigger than my dad now....

what i don't believe, though, is what you've said about growing pains...i mean, there are no medical research and facts about people getting physical pains while they're growing up...so yah, that's my side..... :-D

and just for the record, i get all aggressive when the moon is  full..... :banplea:
Title: Re: I'm scared that I may hurt someone... Please help if you can.
Post by: krollusk on December 31, 2007, 01:21:47 AM
I've suspected for a long time that I'm therian, though I don't know what because I've never showed any signs of what I could be and I've never transformed... Until now. I haven't fully transformed, but my body is changing.

Firstly, let me explain something that's happened to me... I can see spirits and demons, I've always been able to, it runs in my family. I had a run in with a demon about 3 and a half weeks ago and it didn't go over well. Normally I can ward things like that off easily, but I had a hard time with it and I even sustained an injury on my right arm from it.

A full moon hasn't passed since it happened... And there's supposed to be one tomorrow night... And I'm changing... Just over the course of the night I've grown... My face has lengthened, as have my fingers, arms, back, neck, feet, and toes. My shoulders are broader and my limbs are thinner looking and more muscular.

I'm really confused and scared, I don't know what to do. I'm afraid that something is going to happen tomorrow, afraid that I'm going to hurt someone I love or hurt innocent humans in my area. Does anyone know of anything that would halt a transformation?

Well, KitsuneFae, let me tell you something that may relieve you. You have nothing to fear from the full moon, because "real" werewolves, that is, werewolves from traditional folklore, aren't triggered by the moon. The moon is a modern invention, spread by hollywood. As long as you haven't made a pact with the equally mythical Satan, or walk around wearing the fat of a dead cat and a wolk-skin belt/jacket, you'll be fine.
As for the seeing demons and spirits and the transformation, you don't have anything to worry about either. You're just schizophrenic. As for seeing demons running in the family, schizophrenia can be hereditary. My advice is call up a mental health professional, preferably either a psychologist or a psychiatrist, and get yourself some therapy and medication. It's a hard thing to work through, but I have faith that you're strong enough to do it.
I hope to have been of assistance, and there's no need ot thank me  :-)
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Post by: Vince_03 on December 31, 2007, 12:18:45 PM
so you're saying that she's mentally ill?.....
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Post by: KitsuneFue on January 01, 2008, 03:44:09 PM
Nice of you to suggest that, kroll. But I've already been through the mental health system. All I have is bipolar, and that's under control.

And Vince, when I was growing up I always had growing pains during growth spurts.
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Post by: Raziel on January 01, 2008, 06:44:37 PM
J00 shrunk? NoooooO!!!!!  :-P

do you think that its over?
Title: Re: I'm scared that I may hurt someone... Please help if you can.
Post by: KitsuneFue on January 02, 2008, 06:45:53 AM
Yes Raz, I shrunk. I'm back to normal... And I'm not sure if it'll happen again, my guess is that it will.
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Post by: Vince_03 on January 02, 2008, 08:11:11 AM
uhhhhh....i hate to break it to you but that's only a scientific myth....there's no scientific research that someone gets growing pains during growth spurts....i mean, i went through many rapid growth spurts and i didn't feel any pain....
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Post by: Moloch on January 02, 2008, 08:18:29 AM
Reality is subjective, not objective, Vince. I myself have experienced pain during growth spurts. One or two time it was so bad I thought I might not be able to walk. Please, keep in mind that science doesn't know everything, and many things that were believed before have now been proven false. Just think, if Copernicus had accepted the prevailing mindset of his time, someone else would have been credited for having discovered that the Earth was round.
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Post by: Vince_03 on January 02, 2008, 08:45:08 AM
well, if that's the case, how come i didn't feel any pain during growth spurts?...
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Post by: KitsuneFue on January 02, 2008, 10:12:48 AM
Simple Vince, people are different.
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Post by: Vince_03 on January 02, 2008, 08:16:41 PM
well yah...there's that....but.....*sigh*
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Post by: Raziel on January 02, 2008, 08:51:14 PM
Vince you are a filipino by race and genetics right?

I on the other hand have a totally mixed meztiso,tsinoy background.

maybe your growth spurts were more like squirts, if ya know what i mean.


And to fox lady: once again. NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by: Vince_03 on January 05, 2008, 01:41:38 AM
raz> gago ka ba?....tumingin ka muna sa salamin bago mo sabihin yan sakin............. :-D

and just for the record, i'm of spanish and nicaraguan descent......at least, that's what i know.....
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Post by: Raziel on January 05, 2008, 09:47:39 PM
.......... whatever. you do realize that i have no idea what i'mtalking about right?

And for the record. i keep breaking my mirrors. my parents don't want me to be near sharp implements or fire....... so i i'mpprovise. :-P
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Post by: Vince_03 on January 06, 2008, 12:40:50 AM
uhhh....yah...whatever you say man.... :-D
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Post by: Omnipotent on January 08, 2008, 01:10:32 PM
 :focus:

So you got troubles with shifting ey, im lucky i don't shift at all unless on demand.
And that demon, you got his name?  Can't really fight off or ward against a demon without knowing his name, right?

Anywho, i don't got anything on how to help you to halt a morph.
guess i just got it too easy to bother with those kind of things  :doh:

Sorry Kit.  :-(