Monstrous
Monstrous Books => The Monstrous Library => Topic started by: RavenSoul on February 10, 2009, 09:19:26 AM
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Beneath the tides of corrosion, is there some way to escape?
Is it too late to find Freedom, when Innocence has been raped?
The fallen ones keep on falling, the hateful ones still destroy
As governments become stronger, we’re seen asa their broken toys
They throw us into the sewers, and drown us in their lies
Defeating our only purpose, waiting for us to die
We once tried to be stronger, but still we fall apart
Will we let them defeat us, and bury our lost hearts?
Sometimes I see no hope left, I’d love to end my life
But If one feels abandoned, will they prepare their knives?
Should I still try to save them, when I feel so alone?
As I weep from the inside, always to feel unknown
I cry with tears of silence, knowing I won’t be heard
When will we be together, when will we be redeemed?
These tides attempt to drown us, beneath their darkened sea
We look for inspiration, among the skies above
Together we stand strongly, with love from our deep Souls
This innermost compassion, who grants our self control
Though we may not be perfect, at times we feel unwell
We live for one another, with true stories to tell
We’re not afraid of dying, we’re not afraid to live
As we learn to speak truly, we find so much to give
If you cry we’ll cry with you, we’ll bring you tears of joy
If we stay strong together, we shall not be destroyed
We shall fly with the Eagles, and mourn with all the Crows
We’ll cry as the Lone Wolves, in the lands where Mountains grow
Forever here together, through Darkness and the Light
Resisting all temptations, fills us with new insight
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Is it so hard for one to see, the suffering they cause?
As they humiliate each Soul, destroying all who break their laws
Enslaving their one source of life, using the Earth as a machine
They break her down to see her bleed, and keep their golden dollars clean
To strengthen their society, they say that this country is free
The way they claim their Mother’s flesh, with so much faith in their control
Fighting against the gentle winds, they carelessly neglect their Souls
Ignorant Minds who have no love, do anything just to feel strong
The strength they have they do not know, how their mistakes will prove them wrong
When the time comes this Earth will fight, she will destroy to re-create
The flames will perish every sin, breaking the chains from every crate
Unlock the gates that have been sealed, this Truth will change the world
No man can stand above this Earth, once her wrath has been hurled
Don’t lock us up in your cold cells, when we ask to be Free
Is this the way your country stands, so blinding you can’t see?
Will you stop to acknowledge this, or will you walk away?
Continue on with your dull lives, do you hope this all stays?
If your country is truly free, why do you kill the trees?
Produce the profits for your wealth, as you may never see
The greed that has infested you, it spreads like a disease
So quickly it’s consuming you, here we fall to our knees
We promise not to fight your sins, our sorrows meet your eyes
Yearning for liberation, a cure to heal your lies
Our Souls continue searching, for what cannot be found
A world with loving beings, compassion all around
But will you ever listen, to what we have to say?
As we repeat this over, we seem to fade away
We struggle just to show you, without breaking you down
Your ignorance destroys you, as you carry your crown
As tidal waves grow stronger, we look up to the stars
Grieving over the lost Souls, you're busy with your cars
Artificial pollution, tends to steal so much life
But will you ever listen, to beings with this strife?
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Beneath the mighty tides of love and hatred
I think about the cruelest things you’ve said
Remembering the times you tried to haunt me
When I was pushed aside and left to die
You locked me in a room that has no windows
No possible escape for me to find
I stare upon this wall that slowly empties
Hoping to see the sunlight who has strayed
The other side of this wall may be freedom
But if I run I know I will be found
And if I scream I know that you will hear me
To shut me up you’ll give a higher dose
Another diagnosis fills my thinking
A few more pills to eat away my soul
I try to scream but this time you don’t hear me
I try to cry but I can find no tears
I even try to speak, but find no words left
If this is life then I would rather die
If this is life, how I would love to die
If this is life, please let me farking die
This is not life
And I don’t want to die
I want to live, for ones who hold me close
I want to live
But I don’t want you pills,
Oh how they kill me to the point where I am dead
Nobody wants to live when they are dead
Nobody wants to die if they have life, inside their souls
You are the cage who watched me closely
You constantly observed me, keep on staring,
Staring, staring, I can’t take it, let me go
Let me go,
Release me, let me farking go so I can live my life
I want to live without your hatred,
I want to live without your pills,
The constant fear that floods my thinking
So that I don’t know where to go,
You slow me down until I’m breaking
You ask me questions I don’t know
And so you add a few more pills,
You say the pills will set me free, they’ll make me happy and they’ll save me
Your pills will give me wings and life,
You farking traitor, how you lie
You take you pay and walk away
Another smile on your face,
As you go to see you wife and all your little children
How could you laugh and carry on, without another farking word
I ask for help, you turn away
Your hours ended on the clock that sits over this empty wall
Your time is up, don’t say goodbye
Just walk away without your pills,
I am a zombie, always mute
I do not hear, I do not speak
And yet I listen, I obey
I listen, I obey you
Listen and obey
Just keep on listening, until it’s over
When will it be over?
Set me free…
For I am dying, I’m not living
Take these pills away, now I am pleading
Listen to me please, see I obey you
I can’t take the pain, I’m breaking
How I scream and cry, with no words, no tears
You look at me and smile, tell me it will be okay and give me pills
They hurt me, and it’s not okay
Release me,
How I’m praying now, don’t you see me on my knees,
I am here before you, waiting
But not hearing, seeing, feeling,
Simply waiting for the freedom you have promised,
I am waiting for your pills to set me free,
But still they hurt me, and I cry endlessly
But you have muted me, when I could speak
You have imprisoned me, when I asked for freedom
I am insane, I hear you say
A patient in a psychiatric hospital, I am not well
So you’ll keep me here until I am, you’ll give me pills until my death
I will never be well,
I will never be free
Why do you waste your time then?
Why not just let me die?