Monstrous
Monstrous Books => The Monstrous Library => Topic started by: lockesk on June 21, 2009, 02:11:28 PM
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I AM NOT DUMB
i watch the world
pick up pieces from the lived that unfold
FEEDING KNOWLEDGE TO MY BRAIN
learning from the thieves listening to priest
psychiatrist in the psycho ward im analyzing you while you label me
GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS
MILITARY MEN
war and honor I THINK BEYOND THEM
philosiphers poetry arguments over views
i sit quietly and obsorbe knowledge for my brain to understand and use
i am not dumb
this i know and believe
continue the world my brain must feed
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Wow. You're quite good. Of course, you do need some polish, but you do have a definite message in your words. Nicely done.
You might want to check out other poetry threads on the forum - mine, for instance.
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I have thought a thousand thoughts
It is what I always do
Trying to find answers to questions
I already knew
What it is that i seek?
You have asked as well I know
as time continues i find myself going against what i believe
I have tricked my brain to think and do as i wish it will percieve
But now it is the question i ask
Why there is wrong and death to be due
Can i not do right to others?
My cheek does not wish to look away
I ought to face and find somlutions
To end the pain that takes play
The answers are already known
The opportunities limitless
Yet again
I fall to shame
I cannot do this on my own
Humanity has tumbled down
I will not look or bow to ones thrown
It is not one but all
Who has looked another way
And it is not onw but all who have a price to pay
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I comend you for saying what you think .......BUT.........
MILITARY MEN war and honor I THINK BEYOND YHEM?????
Where would you be?....hmmm......let me think.....
dead mabey...... suffering in some s**thole mabey......
Its easy to take our soldiers for granted because we usually dont have to see them do their job. They deserve respect and I demand they have it, if you think you know of war, I sugest you go back to mothers tit and thank your good soldiers she is there for you.....
without them she would not be, nore would you.
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Might I suggest that you learn to use both spell check and grammar check before you post things here; especially if it contains allusions to your own vaunted intelligence. Too many of us will use that opening against you if you let us.
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I was a little more harsh than I meant to be, but Ive seen two of my bestfriends buried in the last year, one was a marine, the other in the army, Im sure you probably meant no disrespect.
that and Ive cut my nicotine intake in half ocer the past couple of days and Im taking it out on every damn body, keep writing, your good at it.
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I think of god
I do not know who or what it is
religion
I have had my doubts
now I want faith
drugs have been a daily thing for me
I have though I am god
I have thought I am you
but I do not know what to think anymore
I am blind
obliviouse to all
I seek answers
never finding them
I am in a loop
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I planted a garden
to show the world I cared
wondering
why these seeds continue to grow
I looked up at the sun
I breathed the air
why have I not been damned
why not am I dead
I am still asking questions over and over in my head
my lover does not love me
I do not know who he is
nor does he know who I really am
I came to water my garden
I was hoping my watermelons were safe
I found them to be destroyed by the lawnmower
by the boyfriend I hate
we lie in bed together
we speak word and we tell lies
I wonder who he is
I continue to come back
I wish to lie in his arms
I care not for money
but I fell i am used
I abuse him with words because I have been abused
he is away in a hospital bed
he is sick
the world has mistreated him as well
suicide
his father died that way
I wish him well
I want things to be better
I continue to try
I will not be a failure
It is why im alive
I will hold him and love him
and hope he speaks true
what comes tommorrow
I do not know
will the sun come up
I hope so
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One day I awoke to this masquerade.
With everyone wearing masks in this giant parade.
I look in the mirror and see a crumbling facade.
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What was that about, Oni?
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<:smurf I don't know. Just something I came up with on the fly.
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Cool enough, good for you.
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Wow you bf sounds messed up! Why do you put up with it? Also the garnen one sounded hippiesh are you a peace punker? Just wondering that's the same style they use
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i planted this awesome garden i really cared about it.it had squash,tomatoes,peas,bell peppers,jabaneros i dont know if thats how you spell it but they are hotter than jalepenos,oh yeah and watermelon and cantelop but those are gone. Last time i checked i had an onion and a carrot i was exited becaus i planted them. Im stayin somewhere else now so i will make a new one :-D
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Was that a rhymed confession?
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I fall to my knees and I look at the sun
wondering what in the world has my life become
Everything I hoped for has left me with despair
but I cant conprehend
I shrug my shoulders and pretend not to care
a forbidden zone
my emotions
my barrier is strong
for those I allowed in
have done me wrong
yet what can I do
but live and let be
If love was fake then dont speak the word to me
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Cataclysm
My world has turned upside down
A reverberating dimension
Reality can’t be held down
Under an eclipse
Can’t define sun or the moon
Yet the emotion I’m feeling is neither happy nor gloom
God is no where to be found
Yet I still question my existence
A matrix a test
A sickly world in which they persist to play games
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redemption
beneath me lies an alien force
i have found myself
im no longer ashamed
love lost
but i grew stronger in many ways
I have found myself
I no longer need you
I miss you but now i can see
I dont need you to figure out me
I have found myself
Now that your gone I am able to do many things
Before I never dreamed
Never though
I could be something more
I have found myself
Its quite shocking , the personality I now have
My dark days are over
The clouds have stopped pouring rain
And now I know who I am
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I'm glad you found yourself.These poems truly come from the heart your poems flow nicely as well. Keep it up,Great work!
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ravinclaw:I comend you for saying what you think .......BUT.........MILITARY MEN war and honor I THINK BEYOND YHEM?????Where would you be?....hmmm......let me think.....dead mabey...... suffering in some s**thole mabey......Its easy to take our soldiers for granted because we usually dont have to see them do their job. They deserve respect and I demand they have it, if you think you know of war, I sugest you go back to mothers tit and thank your good soldiers she is there for you.....without them she would not be, nore would you
An opinion of an opinion is still an opinion...
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I care not for moneybut I fell i am usedI abuse him with words because I have been abused
This is so true. I have done the same thing.
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Nice, Lockesk. I think you haven't only found yourslef but also found a flowing style with a nice rhythm. Good.
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thank you thank you :-D
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I like this one but what do you mean by this?..."GOVERNMENT OFFICIALSMILITARY MENwar and honor I THINK BEYOND THEM"
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"my barrier is strongfor those I allowed in have done me wrongyet what can I dobut live and let beIf love was fake then dont speak the word to me"
This is really good keep it up!
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Love is never fake. Even a false love is true to an extinct. Takes some time to understand that.
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military men war and honor i think beyond them. It meens i see they fight and act on stupidity. I thing i see beyond that. Umm its just my opinion though.
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I dont know abouth that Devinior . It seems i thought it was real but i was to blind to see reaality. :oops:
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That's why it was real. I mean, in the world of fiction where one can be lured by one's illusions, everything is real. When characters die, they really die, although it's just the actors covered in blood imitation syrup..
Reality's mostly what you make of it.
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hmmmmmmmm :|
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Tattered wings
There is perversion at play
a cursed dimension
i am stuck in this sickening world
A cycle of which i want no part
death, love, lost, a new
life is brought and lies are lied
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keep going this one isn't really finished. Wait for inspiration and continue with this one.
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Yes,but there are more demensions they operate than what you know. Its a double-edged sword.War is wrong yet if we didn't have soldiers to fight you would surely be dead. Ever read anne frank's diary? What happened to her in the end without military on her side...
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Andrea, if there were no wars, no urge to wage wars, THEN we all would be safe. Now I really appreciate the hard work a soldier does, but if there was no need for them, we would be living in a much more happier place.
Saying that, I wanna add that I'm thinking about going to the Navi.
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Yeah but you and I both know that there cannot be total peace. Our country is ruled by hate.
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You mean the US? It's not ruled by hatred, Andrea. It's ruled by indifference.
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War=death
Greed=hate
Hate=indifference
I'd say it's all connected...at least in the cruel games of war.
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But how does hate=indifference? and how does greed=hate? greed can bring hate, but that's not always the case and indifference is the middle ground between liking something or hating it. But you're right, there can't be true peace and war does create lots of those... unwanted feelings... or is caused by them.. or both. And without war, if thee were total peace, the government would most likely not stay in power for long. The people trust in their government because it's protecting them. So once again, a double-edged sword. We could use some time off all the fighting going on all over the place these days, though >.>
@lockesk: I like your work, keep it up! But yeah, I'd go with what Devinoir said and finish it up when you've got the inspiration :wink:
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I'd say all of those things lead to eachother and are all ultimately connected...greed for money from oil leads to war which is hatred because we kill one another and we are all indifferent on both sides about how we as a country solve problems yet do nothing to stop it and the killing continues....Once again,just my opinion....
Oh yeah and seriously finish that good stuff!
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Indifference has nothing to do with hatred. They're on opposite sides, actually.
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Oh ok I see your point...
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Indifference has nothing to do with hatred. They're on opposite sides, actually.
I agree.
But now I understand the whole greed -> war -> hatred. It makes sense. I see what you mean by hatred leading to indifference, Andrea. I'd say they kind of coexist within different parts of society, though. You've got the hatred for the opposing side, yet most are rather indifferent to the fighting itself. Most would rather see the happy world they're hoping for rather than the one they're really living in.
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Ah,so you see what I was trying to illustrate KubeSix? Yes! Its a vicious circle and one undoubtedly engulfs the other.
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Yeah i kinda just stopped with that one maybe ill finish it later. I would have to say your whole little argument was pretty amusing though *<:)
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Yeah i kinda just stopped with that one maybe ill finish it later. I would have to say your whole little argument was pretty amusing though *<:)
Hope you enjoyed the show :-P
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I dont know your intentions
your silly games i will not play
trying to distort reality when we all know things are not as you say
im crazy a psychopath with intention and will
but i am smarter than you think and i know the lies you speak are not real
get out you beastly coward i say
for your the one who haunts me day after day
your personality changes when you feel there is a need
then you try to flip the switch on me
but if you havent noticed my mood is the same
so who is the real psychopath crazed and deranged
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Time has begun to fumble. My face has started to decay.The world keeps turning from night to day night to day. There is a game being played and I wish to win for I dont like games, or power. I tumble around in bed with my faceless lover. As he moves to leave I plead for him to stay. I know his powers are far beyond mine and he could leave me in an instant never to look back again.Reality is no longer anything of what I thought for now I am playing with gods. I will be damned plaqued and laid to the grave once they have seen what i've done. Laying with a demond by my own free will, such a catastrophy, an event they say should never be done.
haha idk just messing around :@0
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I dont know your intentions
your silly games i will not play
trying to distort reality when we all know things are not as you say
im crazy a psychopath with intention and will
but i am smarter than you think and i know the lies you speak are not real
get out you beastly coward i say
for your the one who haunts me day after day
your personality changes when you feel there is a need
then you try to flip the switch on me
but if you havent noticed my mood is the same
so who is the real psychopath crazed and deranged
Right...whos the psychopath you're writing poetry about me...creepy. :roll:but not in a dangerous way,oh no,in a PATHETIC WAY...Oh yeah and your with that homeless guy josh your a liar and I dont need trash like you so fark off and walk the other way
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Quit farkin following me everywhere I go its farking annoying. And stay out of my business I am roomates with josh he on the other hand wanted something more he could not understand I dident.You are commenting on my farking poetry you intentionally look at my work i do not like your stupidity. You are the one looking for me you ungreatful dissalusioned whore. I dont want to hear your lies. you always prove to be too much drama and yes i know of the words you spoke to adam, the words which are not even remotely true. You are a coward full of disquise and I have personally seen your many faces.
Do not even reply andrea get the fark out of my thread
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Time has begun to fumble. My face has started to decay.The world keeps turning from night to day night to day. There is a game being played and I wish to win for I dont like games, or power. I tumble around in bed with my faceless lover. As he moves to leave I plead for him to stay. I know his powers are far beyond mine and he could leave me in an instant never to look back again.Reality is no longer anything of what I thought for now I am playing with gods. I will be damned plaqued and laid to the grave once they have seen what i've done. Laying with a demond by my own free will, such a catastrophy, an event they say should never be done.
haha idk just messing around :@0
Here i was just messing around i checked out some of the stories other people have written on the thread and tried to create something of my own. it has nothing to do with my own personal reality.
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lockesk:Quit farkin following me everywhere I go its farking annoying. And stay out of my business I am roomates with josh he on the other hand wanted something more he could not understand I dident.You are commenting on my farking poetry you intentionally look at my work i do not like your stupidity. You are the one looking for me you ungreatful dissalusioned whore. I dont want to hear your lies. you always prove to be too much drama and yes i know of the words you spoke to adam, the words which are not even remotely true. You are a coward full of disquise and I have personally seen your many faces.Do not even reply andrea get the fark out of my thread
Don't flatter yourself.You've never proven to be worth following.You reccommended this site to me and u look at my poetry as much as I do.Yeah well you can bone as many ugly hobos as you want I don't care I'm not in ur business and quite frankly don't wanna be around you which is the reason why I blew you off and the reason why I haven't hung out with Adam.I don't want to be friends nor enemies. I've always been smart.You know that.You know I'm not a whore.I've been with my same love&best friend for over 5 years.What I can't understand is how you still try to be my friend and then start drama all over again.I wrote to you in jail and told you of going to get ur ged and college to rise above.For that I get no credit where credit is due and for that you are an ingrate.You also know that I am not a coward because everytime I felt the need to say something I said it right to your face. You wronged me again and again EVEN MY MOTHER and I went right up to you and won.So no,I wear no masks and I speak no lies. You,Monica need to move on with your life already.We're not kids anymore.It's time to start acting like adults.We're in college so what's up with all the idiocy?
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Ive already asked you to leave me alone and stop talking about s**t you have no idea the real story dont say horrible s**t ( you cant sugarcoat it either). you have no idea about anything so dont run your farking mouth. Me sleeping with bums haha it shows how ignorant you are. You are pathetic andrea fark off i have already told you all i think. you try to make friends and i agreed then you turn around and switch your moods. I never meant to message you blah blah you had been messaging me all week. And as far as making enemies your the one who got mad when I revealed i knew you were contacting me under different names (beware) and started to say all these ugly things. So dont try to play victim or intelligence because i see through you
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Now,I got defensive when u Im'd me saying:
What the fark dude you jacked my colors!You were saying I ripped you off and it pissed me off because it wasn't true we haven't hung out.
Like I said, I DONT WANNA BE BEST FRIENDS NOR ENEMIES. I just wanna cool things down and don't need any drama in my life.
No,I'm not any of those things you say I am. Even you know that you're just talking out of anger.
I'm incredibly intelligient with a 3.8 gpa,Have true loyal friends,loving compassionate family,a love so pure&real you'll never imagine,I don't listen to lame ass music and have stuck by my beliefs and way of life,I am lead singer for a band,I'm gorgeous and respect my body and mind,I don't do hard drugs and don't pass out in alleys,I'm extremely driven always have be.Even you know this for you told your family about me in this light.
So you can continue being angry and negative and ugly on the inside.Because all that your hatred is doing.Bubbling and Festering this hate growing inside.Its only hurting you.You're hurting yourself,not me.
So I would suggest that you get over it.
Or you will surely die of a heart attack from all the stress you're putting yourself through.
Personally,I don't need that kind of stress.
I will continue to live my life to the fullest and will continue to rise above.
P.s.If I was not intelligient would I be continuing to argue like you right now....think about it.It takes more of a woman to admit wrongdoings and stand up and say sorry and move on.
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if you were intelligent you would have let me be, but you have given me more to speak of. First of all i do not give a damn about your colors i logged in and saw a pictutre i never saw before thinking it was recent i made a comment on my behalf, ( have you not tole me befor you jacked me and jobs hairstyle.....so shut your hypocrocy) I do not get you andrea you do not wish to be friends nor do you wish to be enemies, when there is a perfect understanding between the two i am still bothered by your words.
"P.s.If I was not intelligient would I be continuing to argue like you right now....think about it.It takes more of a woman to admit wrongdoings and stand up and say sorry and move on."
you are not addmiting any wrong you are reinforcing a battle this does not make any more intelligent than me.
oh yeah and ps by me you have true loyal friend who talk just as much s**t about you as you do them
what you give is what you get in return
and i am not remotely stressed sorry to break down your ego i would rather worry about getting into medical school than an old friend who was never really a friend at all
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Ha you wish!
U didn't invent punk and you can't even bust out right. You look all retarded all farkin poser with ur wal mart pants and lil sisters stupid lookin vest
in fact u were a lil gangster so u have no room to talk and ur still jammin gay ass alternative chick bulls**t u aint s**t u just rip off the style
And you don't stay true to the bands nor ur friends nor ur dude nor anyone
You talk s**t bout everyone you know
So don't act all righteous
I talk s**t bout someone to their face and behind their backs no 2 faced s**t
And Job slammed the beer can in ur face and he'll do it again you copied him and me he's always hated u
to this day he still talks s**t and for good reason Job is smart as fark
and my best friend and my love
and I'm not gonna waste my time on you as he's advised
I'm gonna listen for once...yeah I'm gonna be the smarter and more mature person and tell you this:You fark with me my family or friends and you're gonna get hurt.More than last time.s**t if I wanted to I could go to ur hearing and take all my witnesses and fark up ur s**t at school where u can't even go but ya know what? That took too much time that your not worth.STEP ASIDE IF U HAVE AT LEAST A SINGLE BRAIN CELL IN THAT HOLLOW HEAD OF YOURS....
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Oh yeah and that's not my ego that's who I am. Sucks to be you.Just pisses u off cuz I've always had it better and u live in s**t and everythin u do ends in s**t ya look like s**t...so anyway fark off fark you I don't care bout u so ya might as well shut ur mouth cuz no ones listening!
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OH MY GOD!!! Both of you shut the fark up!! Stop this petty ass arguing and be adults. Get back to topic!!! I'm not asking!!!
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Yeah I tried and tried but she just wants to act like a little kid.
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OH MY GOD!!! Both of you shut the fark up!! Stop this petty ass arguing and be adults. Get back to topic!!! I'm not asking!!!
THANK YOU!!! I wanted to say something, but I wasn't sure if it would've been right to interrupt their little.. talk..
Yeah but we both just want to act like little kids.
Fixed that for ya. :wink:
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Oh well this whole cherade is useless because she wont say anything in person anyway oh but get her behind a computer and now shes got something to say! Ha :gun: %&$
Oh well,its not important anyway!Almost a nurse and just got accepted into another program! woohoo!
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"oh yeah and ps by me you have true loyal friend who talk just as much s**t about you as you do them
what you give is what you get in return"
Monica,you dont even know my friends and you're not in my life. You talk about things you know nothing about. :roll:
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I won't say anything. I've had my laugh for today.. and probably tomorrow.
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*sigh*
this thread has gotten out of hand... :| Sadly the last page or two seems to have been transformed into lockesk and Andrea's PM boxes...
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Well, RIP.
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Last warning, I'm going to PM them to the both of you.
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Who're you talking to Oni?
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Huh? Haha.
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Those two bickering at each other. That's who.
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masters of manipulation
i have spotted your evil deeds
looking into your eyes i see hatred glistening on me
your words are spoken weary
they flow for all to hear
in the misted shadow i contradict
i fear
how is it you still are
you shouldent even be
a cause a curse a resererecting system i dont need
false promises
no hope
i see the poeple turn away
is there really nothing worth speaking of
ass all is taken away
life was once worth living
now we are living in our deaths
the air i breath is poisoned
and you have no regrets
how heartless can a human be
when all are dying from your variouse deeds
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grow beyond me
destroy all i have left
leave no memories to hold
no evidence of a life
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no reflections of life, no time to look around
caught up in a materialistic world
not able to enjoy a thing
you look into the mirror and rearange what you see
you cannot rearange something with no ideas of your own
you only copie others to gather something new
your running in circles a round a tree
there is much more to do
but you refuse to look beyond
your ignorance and carelessness has been accepted
as you produce there are others who see
now there is nothing left but your continuouse useless tread
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divisions
go beyond 2
morals are broken
we break into groups
an indifference is frowned on
i must have your brain(no)
ive seen life through different eyes we cannot be the same
rally against me, build your forts
you cannot be protected because your mind is not as ease
can you not see i do not wish to repeat history
your beliefs you can have them
your hatred please throw
i will lend out my hand if i need to do so
i dont care for religion, race or greed,
these are all setback from becoming what we really need
we all want a paradice but we still divide
isen't there a conclusion to keep us all alive??????
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counting strikes
i cant locate my soul
my personality ranges from the types i wish to mold
i can be anything i bothered
but i have chosen to walk my path
not under constuction
not under complaint
under myself because its in i i choose my faith
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drunkeness awaits me
i cannot claim a truth
my mind runs through dimensions
but sadly i have no proof
because its not your reality
i do not expect you to understand
it is under my mind your moves are in demand
i can glimps the futer or as it is now
the things you wish to hide i have already seen
your not on my level you have no idea what i really mean
i am conneced
a force
an oblivion to you
sacred
oppression
which sounds better to you?
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a monumental prize
give applause to this parade
all those who walk have put together something you gave
a gathering of beliefs
Why are you so sad?
isent this the life you led
the life you wished i had
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masters of manipulation
i have spotted your evil deeds
looking into your eyes i see hatred glistening on me
your words are spoken weary
they flow for all to hear
in the misted shadow i contradict
i fear
how is it you still are
you shouldent even be
a cause a curse a resererecting system i dont need
false promises
no hope
i see the poeple turn away
is there really nothing worth speaking of
ass all is taken away
life was once worth living
now we are living in our deaths
the air i breath is poisoned
and you have no regrets
how heartless can a human be
when all are dying from your variouse deeds
not a bad bit of poetry lock, hard to follow the imagry in places but i like it
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Thread locked For obvious reasons
PM me if you have any questions, the war ends here ,if not there will be serious consequences
So please don't make me have to do something I don't want to do