[Regina Terra]

Hmmm, is she a religious person? One of the rules is that all gods are on god, and all goddesses are one goddess. So as long as she fulfills her role as someone who helps others, then she can go ahead and embrace her mothers religion. That might help stop her fears from holding her back.

[NightSeeker]

A few months ago, I got her to start working on building her shields as an intro to get her
comfortable.  But she's fallen off with that since. She's not religious, so much as spiritual in
as Spiritual in a general Xtian sense, she not a Thumper.  I think our first hurtle is to fix her
aura and chakras, and to fix the holes in her aura. Then we can start work on her shields. 
She wants me to give her specifics about what her Duty/Mission will entail, but I can't give her
specifics. Each individual's Mission is different. I could no more predict what she might be Called
to do, than I could predict the exact configuration of a snowflake. Yet, she wants me to give her
specifics that I can't possibly give her. How do I help keep her motivated?

[7VII7]

Strategic missinterpretation of known facts, aka lie. . .

[NightSeeker]

Could you elaborate on that a bit more?

[7VII7]

If they want specifics give them specifics but keep it vague enough that it don't come biting you in the butt at a later time. . .

[NightSeeker]

 :lol:Good point. I've already done that. I can do vaguely specific and specifically vague quite well.
It's kind of fun, acutally...it drives her nuts!

[Thirteen]

Perhaps they are just people who have a passion for something? I've known all my life that my purpose on earth is to protect people from evil. I see it as a calling. But that's just my opinion, and I'm certainly not an expert 

   It's more than just a passion. At first, it is the Feeling (an almost compulsive one) that you are supposed to be doing something, but you don't really know what. Later, it is finding yourself in certain  situations, when you have no idea how you got drawn into them, but you have an Intuitive understanding of what to do.  You are drawn to certain people (and they to you), who can direct you toward your proper path and education.  It is something that goes beyond a Calling, it is a Necessity. You can ignore a Calling (it's hard, but it can be done), you have a choice with a Calling; there is no choice with this.  You either do it, or you self-destruct, because you won't be able to handle the Forces/Situations/People it brings into your life. In which case it will overwhelm you to the point of nervous breakdown, insanity or suicide. It sounds dramatic, because it is, but it is also the truth.

NightSeeker, I was enlightened by this specific post. I can relate to this very well. I stumbled across this topic, only to find what I was looking for, thanks Montrous.

Anyway, I understand where you're coming from. I feel I have the same situation. I'm drawn to people, as if they've been assigned to me; I feel it is my obligation to protect them, warn them of danger, keep them safe from the evil & injustice in these worlds.

I know not of any magick or spells or causes of these situations. All I know, I was told, taught and instructed to do, by a higher power of sorts. When I disobey, I am punished.

I wasn't planning on posting this anywhere, because I fear what I do not know, but you're getting onto something, and I'm eager to learn.

13

[ravinclaw]

You are talking to ghosts friend. The post you quoted was writen in 2008. The last post in the thread other than yours and mine was in 2009.

Dont get me wrong, I dont mind this topic being examined. Im just saying no nead to expect a reply from anyone who posted above as they are no longer here.

[Thirteen]

Egh, my bad.  I'll check the dates next time. :/

[NightSeeker]

Egh, my bad.  I'll check the dates next time. :/

No prob, I actually still keep up (as such) with the thread.  Can you tell me more about your situation? What kind of circumstances do you find yourself getting into?

[ravinclaw]

Well 13, you've only been here for a few days and have already managed to conjure up a member that had been gone for quiet a while...... We may have to keep you around


NightSeeker....... be a little louder..... we thought you were dead

[Thirteen]

  Oh good! I was hoping I could stick around. ^^

Can you tell me more about your situation? What kind of circumstances do you find yourself getting into?

First off, Hello NightSeeker, I'm so glad you replied, it means a lot.

Well, the thing is I don't really know where I stand, your post jsut sparked interest, it seemed.. right? I don't know, but I can tell you I'm not very comfortable telling my experiences.

Do you think you could tell me more about these titles and maybe It'll be easier to open up to you?

I'd really appreciate that.

[NightSeeker]

NightSeeker....... be a little louder..... we thought you were dead

LOL...Art school is a real bear, especially with two 2 hour classes, two 6 hour classes, 5 hours of homework  a week for each class, and work. i've been a bit busy 

[ravinclaw]

My hats of to you darlin.  One full time job is time consuming enough for me. Cuts into my drinking time    I kid... mostly

[Thirteen]

I don't mean to be a bother, NightSeeker, but I never got a reply. Is there anything more you could tell me about these titles..?