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LeXtruX:
Hi, as you all now should know... I'm back ^^
First off, bear with me, I'm getting to my topic, let me tell you why I was absent for so long... I was depressed, deep, my ex, may she go to hell and burn for eternity, broke up with me on x-mas, which, in itself I could handle a little, but she ran off with one of my supposed to be best friends... So yea I was down deep...
Now, a few weeks ago, I saw her again... I just said hi in passing by, but she was envelloped in darkness... not really sadness, but more like, evil things are attracted to her. And to be honest, I was happy for her, because she's not going to have much luck from here on out... But now the real reason for posting, and this may be placed in the wrong part of the forum, but I tought this to be the relevent one, sort of, is that it might have something to do with me demanding the nearby demons/entities/parasites/whatever was arround and up to no good that I would not destroy them if they haunted her and her only...
It was nice to see they listened. But ever since I lost control of my powers, due to depression partly I guess, but it might have been also because I broke the rule of 3? I don't really know, because I did not use magic, or at least knowingly... The bad entities around my neighbourhood are scared of me and when I lost my powers my most powerfull shield was still up so they couldn't harm me, if you're interested ask me by pm and I'll explain the way it works there
Now the essence of the post: what are your toughts about what happened to me? could it be that I lost my powers because I ordered them, or not, or any other tought on this topic?


Greetz
Lex

ViciouslyMe:
Honestly, and this may sound ridiculous, I think it could be somewhat psychological. I mean, do you think you went against your own personal morals by doing it (if it indeed was caused by you)? Just like how in dire times a person can draw from inner strength, perhaps when breaking their own morals a person can shut themselves off from their strength. Like I said, sounds ridiculous.

LeXtruX:
actually I did go against my morals, so it is possible, but it would have happened deep within my consious. Anyway, feel free to specualate and add thoughts and stuff, this is where the topic is for, some food for thought.^^
And No VM it was NOT ridiculous, this happens more often than one would think...

Let me add to the story, my ex got kicked out of her home, she alienated a lot of her friends because they don't like her anymore, etc etc, so evil is upon her, and I'm pretty sure it's my doing cuz even though my powers were locked I did recognize it :) and when I passed by it flowed away from her a bit to avoid me...

I've reconsidered, I'll be posting the shield technique here (in the Psi Zone)

Anaya:
It doesn't sound ridiculous to me, VM. I know that the effectiveness of your abilities is emotion based. Emotions go out of crazy, abilities go crazy, anywhere from powering up or weakening down. Keep it cool and keep it collected and you have them down pat. Now I'm not saying anything you can imagine, you can do, but it does have a strong foot in the door for that direction...

Personal Experience: I snapped one time when something was messing with me. I have never been too good at cleaning myself of... icky things but at that moment, I did wonderful.
Personal Experience: When my Cov members pointed out I never seemed to help them, I was hurt. I tried hard to make my abilities be more pronounced but when they didn't seem to work, I got hurt and mad at the same time. I threw my powers out in anger until my cov members could feel it. Now, I don't let anger get to me during any mystic mumbo jumbo nor do I get sad. In fact, I make jokes, and they have never messed with me cause I knew what I could do. I knew the max, and could tap into it without losing it. Cause I knew it was there.

ViciouslyMe:
I believe you, I just don't like placing direct blame on someone, so I tried to avoid that. Still, if it is psychological, will be difficult to "fix".

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