The Poems of Noir

[IsAbElLa]

Isabel

A diamond hanging -
Between her breasts,
I held it,
Making sure she felt
The lust that pulsed through my tentative grasp,
And I gulped -
As I watched her black eyes turn their sinister gaze
To mine,
And I hoped she knew what I felt,
And I knew she felt not what I did,
But in the black void  of her gaze
I saw the comfort of a lie,
A sweet refuge of a dream
To believe that she is mine.
I held on to it, I did.
I wanted her, and wanted bad,
She held my hand, and felt the rhythm
Of the lust inside my veins,
And she saw all the pain
I held inside my own black gaze..
My devil of a lover, her devious smile
Across her heart-shaped face
The murderer of all I was
And all I ever will be
But hers..

this is amazing.......your amazinggg

[Devinoir]

8

I don't have a god.
A goddess, maybe... or a devil,
Or just a throbbing broken heart,
A wound that causes my decay,
An endless 8-like shape -
My fall.
Yes, sometimes it seems
That life is just a climb... oh fools,
Yes, sometimes you do get high
Enough to feel there is no bottom
For the pit that waits for you.
A human's flight's an endless fall,
A human's life, his birth, is death,
A sunset might be just a promise
For another sun to rise,
For me it just states that I'll die,
And another one like me will rise
And fall, when tolls the bell,
And love another Isabel,
The endless circle of my fall...

[Devinoir]

A Letter

Please, ma belle, stop haunting me,
You know the torment that you cause
By your silence, and your words.
You know that I am yours, and you
Make me feel like the lover neglected
And never truly ever loved.
And that is true, and that is why
There's the thought of suicide -
Looming in the shadows my mind,
An idea to forsake
And forget and never think,
Never see you, never speak
The sweet vague words,
And never see your soft black eyes,
And that is what I cannot bear,
I can't tolerate departure,
I cannot run away and know
I've left ajar another door.
So please, just close it, and forget,
You know I love you...
Wishing death,
Committing acts of self-destruction -
That is what I love you for -
You are my blaze and my own sun,
You make me live, create and burn.
But all I want to do is die.

[Devinoir]

Ecstasy

I possessed you and I saw
How obsessed with me you are,
How absorbed your pain is
In the devils of your heart.
Your torment was as sweet
And joyful
As your final moans of pleasure,
And how satisfied I was
To see the crucifix of lies
Resting between your small pale breasts,
And as I rocked my body forth,
And entered
Your woundlike small domain of sin,
I saw the crucifix
Slide its way to upside-down,
And care I not how old you are,
Nor what you believe in,
And what not,
I am just a craving savage,
A beast that hungers for your lust,
And feeds on your secluded
Darkest, sinnful inner side.
Oh, do I believe in devil?
I don't, yet know that he exists,
He's the fire in your eyes,
The blazes in your lustful wound,
In the pitch black pit of orgasm,
In the red curve of your lips
Embracing what could be his scepter.
Bowing down to him we cry,
As we finally reach the heavens,
Holding hands,
At the same time.

[Kadesh]

 Those are all good... but "A Letter" was far and away my favorite! It flowed beautifully, until the end. And it was the perfect way to end it.. a little bit off, but really giving the reader that sense of finality. Great stuff.


And... btw.... where have you been? 

[Devinoir]

Wherever I was.. I'm back.

[Devinoir]

Time passed
Things changed
Rearranged
And left me gaping
Like a wound
That never bled
Like a crack
On china
Pale faces blur
Past
Now
I'm alone
These faces frown
My hands
They're empty
My eyes are blank
I'm dead
Time passed
You woke me up
You used me
You farked me up
You killed me
Again
Now I dream
Of a rose
Of a hand
That is yours
It picks the rose
And bleeds
That is pain my darling
I reply.

[Devinoir]

As my lips tremble
I keep still
Holding back
The tears and the grudges and the truth
My youth is gone
I'm old and useless as a lonely glove
That you put on and off
I speak to ghosts inside my mind
Who wonder why
They linger there
I cannot reply and they won't hear
Neither can you when I speak
And these words that I keep
Beneath these lips
Are all I have
All I can give to you
It's nothing
All I've got
Is emptiness
You left me with
It's mine
It's gone.

[Devinoir]

As fog devours the city
I still walk
In the muddy labirinth
Of its endless streets
I wanna run
And hide
I shudder
And I walk
As night engulfs the world
I walk
My shoulders slumped
And weak
But I still walk
I see it all
Once part of it
Now a renegade
I see intrigues and passion
Whores and those
Who shall become whores
If given time and luck
People dead dying sick and hopeless
They pray but their prayers
Are desperate
They know they shan't be heard
I walk away
I've left behind
My life my love my purpose
A headache traded for depression
What a deal
I walk away
I fall against a wall
I curl up in the cold
And let dreams take me
Knowing I shan't wake
I give up.

[Devinoir]

Prisons built of blues and desperation
Barkeeps that smirk
When you ask for a drink
They know
Lives made of words are sand
They crumble back to dust
And what is left is what they are
A bunch of old kids wearing coats and ties
And with gray in their hair
They cry of loneliness and pain and pain and pain
Prisons built of blues and desperation
Where old kids weep and ask salvation
Of the savage Vodka god
Who smirks
He knows
When life is made of want and lust
It crumbles back to dust
And what is left is what it is
A pile of empty bottles
And empty packs
Of cigarettes
And smoky sillhouttes of whores
They know
They smirk
When you're asking for a drink
And when you look at them and wink
It's a prison built of blues and desperation
When they smirk
And they accept your drink
And they wink back>_<

[Devinoir]

Hold me and don't let me go
And if I cry tell me to stop
And I'm sure I will stop
Hold me
Let me hear your heartbeat
Against mine
I'm cold
Hold me
As my life is passing by
Hold me
And be the one to hold on to
For me
You can't I know
You're holding someone else
And someone else lives
While I die without your sun
I hate you I want you I need you
Hold me
I'm dying
Hold me
I am cold
As I'm growing weary
Hold me tight
And close your eyes if I dare
To cry
Tell me to shut the fark up
I know I will
Tell me to die
You won't hear me breath again
Hold me
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Until I die
You let me go.

[Devinoir]

It's dark and cold and lonely and despair
Is the only thing I dare
To feel
I am not real
I'm in the spirits that I drink
Or is it you?
Is it death or lust or love or all three joined
To haunt me better
And together
They succeed
My love is gone is gone is gone
Is lost
I lost it far away
And now I'm close to being
Farther than I was
And I'm amused
To find it even possible
To lose her MORE than I have lost
It's so cold so cold so cold you creep
Through this icy air through my thoughts
You enter me
I breathe your steady breath
And at this second
You breathe with me
So far away and yet I feel
(so cold so cold so cold so cold)
you close inside my head
You laugh at me you mock
But let me laugh with you and mock
Myself with you
So cold so dark so lonely so silent
My life is turning into an asylum
You let me go you let me go you let me go
It's dark and cold and lonely and despair
Is the only thing I dare
To feel
As I'm not real
And my love is
Not enough
It's cold it's cold it's FUCKING cold
It's cold.

[Kadesh]

 Very nice, as always, Dev. Even if I weren't already so far into this abyss, I still would have felt the sorrow.

[Devinoir]

The priest lit a fire
Although
He's been told not
To ignite
That light.
He looks around
Unpunished
Walks away
His shadow trembling
Behind.
Most of us are blind
We do not see
The blazes fueling
This world.
Seekers of a logic,
Of a meaning -
Let us laugh
As the fire
Burns away all that -
Beliefs and meaning
All the sense..
Oh children!

[Raziel]

Seems that no one here appreciates a good poem anymore. T_T


YOU GO DEVINOIR!!!!!!!! X_X