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Power of the Moon and therianthropy.

Started by Omnipotent, July 19, 2008, 08:26:57 AM

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Omnipotent

Lately i have been feeling a little discomfort and not being able to control my therianthropy.

Now i haven't been much out lately, well. Mostly trying to live a normal life, you know. Work / sleep.
But yesterday i actually found out the moon was bright and glowing red/orange...
And it made me realize why i have been so worked up, not being able to control my spirit?? Or well, the animal within.

But then again, i have usually been able to control it... Does the color of the moon really matter that much?
It just caught my eye, and i couldn't stop staring and i felt my muscles kind of grow??  (wasn't comfortable at all)
not to mention, earlier the same night.. i kind of howled out of the blue while me and my buds were making some silly dog sounds..
They just froze up and stared until i was done... God damn it .. whats happening to me.. -.-
Now i never really thought i would be able to morph but was that the first "step" of the metamorphosis?
Kind of confused, and well.. scared. hehe.

Would be glad if someone could shed some light on this little crazy event ...


Omni.
by the way this isn't my first experience with my therianthropy..
no, its more like the first time i lost control of it.
Reasons unknown.
Don't seek faith, let faith seek you.

Petling

Wow, I saw a red moon awhile back too. It was a half moon, & everybody said it was just smoke in the air filtering light through from a big grass fire. But it really caught my attention. Nothing as severe as what you said, but I couldn't stop thinkin about it for a long time. Bugged the heck outta my friends on another forum for awhile. :-D

Omnipotent

Well, didn't really satisfy my question with that reply Petling, but nontheless.. yes, those moons are quite.. powerful.

I really don't know what to do =\ i feel like my inner animal all the time now, and its quite.. uncontrollable. I can't even eat like a human being...

i may be taking my therianthropy a little too far i think but i cant control it anymore.

im able to type though, thank god. Calming myself down every word or so.


Don't seek faith, let faith seek you.

Petling

Sorry, imma new to this whole thing too. Maybe you should post a thread in the Mayday forum? <=/

Omnipotent

I don't know.  i could try. but oh well its no biggie. the moon has passed (almost i think) ...
And im still alive, so i aint worrying that much now anyways. Also i kinda know how to control myself now after that moon. :D

Oh well.
Don't seek faith, let faith seek you.

Petling


Vince_03

i don't think it's the color of the moon but the moon itself. i guess it affects in such a way that we ourselves can't explain it well.

for the record, i was feeling ill a few weeks back and all i did to get well was to bask in the moonlight and run outside our house. ha!! beat that!!
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger

Petling


Vince_03

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger

Petling

I don't know, my pathetic attempt at a joke. >_>

Levinthross

the wind that chills the night, the fire's golden light
the oceans call to you, the earthen fated tune,
I am the ivy binding tight i hold the spells all through the night, i am
nightshade's fated swoon of deaths kiss and witches broom

Petling

You know how everybody thinks a full moon is romantic? I bet it's just the moons effect makin itself felt in even the numbest of subconscious minds. Does that even make sense?

Vince_03

yah, it  makes sense thoug it needs further study
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger


Omnipotent

AAAH :D It farked me up again.. tonight :D damn..
Also im sorta .. alot in love xD

man, being a wolf in love is hard =\
Don't seek faith, let faith seek you.

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