Monstrous
Monstrous Café => Say It! => Topic started by: kizmina on March 09, 2013, 08:54:26 PM
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I'm a Demonic angel, not a angel from hell, or an angel tainted by a demon, my race is rare and almost unknown to most (Sorry for using the phase) "monsters, creatures and everthing else..."
Since i am born when my soul has been every race in existence humans, demons, angels, werewolves, vampires etc... Then a trial to make sure my soul is ready for the transformation into Demonic angel, I've been through all that, now my blood boils for no reason and i have an almost uncontrolable bloodlust...
But... I don't know how to control it, i get the bloodlust when people are near me, i smell blood, i see blood, or bite myself just to taste blood... Oh, and my blood boils a lot more when i have a bloodlust moment! Any ideas to help me here? I need this help fast, before i end up being found out by killing someone for blood...
(PS: I can't just go out and get blood from a blood bank or so, and i can't just drink my own blood forever...)
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Is anyone going to help me?
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I don't know if I completely believe this but i'm more empathetic than the average scientific mind and more religious but maybe issueing a phsycological routine to control it mentally meditating um quick punishment or if it can't be controlled find a friend to donate blood or pray to the gods which ever god(s) you hail from. (hope it helps)
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That's the problem with being such a rare and unusual creature. If no one knows exactly what you are and when claiming established titles what works with demons and angels don't apply. I know how to deal with standard demons nd angels, all this "unknown until bound into the flesh of a troubled teen" stuff just isn't a thing most can help with. These stories make me happy to be a spiritually susceptable human than some so old no one knows about itknows about it creation.
*shrugs
It's not that people won't help you, most just don't know how to help a creature of such arcane complexity.
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Yeah, I'm not your normal creature, but I want to know how they deal with bloodlust, and try them out for myself, to see if they work. Thanks for those who post any help towards me!
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i'm a shine hound but emmmm the way i deal with mine is to i guess ignore it and find something to occupy my mind other than the overwhelming need to feast on flesh and blood i'm not sure how your species works because iv'e encountered to few and even far fewer of my own kind so i hope my comment helps, but i will also say this half raw meat helps as well
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Well, even if you are what you say you are we need to look at what demons and angels are... In biblical lore demons are fallen angels, and angels are messengers of god, so let's dig a little deeper... since Angels are the messengers of God we can assume that angelic creatures are the same "species" as God, or a "subspecies" at the least, that would mean that a demon is a fallen subspecies from whatever God is... On a different note on this topic, if all Celestial creatures are the same species we can assume that God is the leader of said species, meaning different beliefs would all fit the bill throughout history, but that there have been different rulers... (ex. the Egyptian gods were overthrown by the Greek ones, etc etc) or they had other names in different cultures but were still the same gods... this speculation, however, needs us to look at the concept of a god/gods to be true...
In other lore demons usually are monsters with supernatural powers... but not immortal...
But back to the most plausible concept and assuming you are what you say you are, you would just be a reborn soul of an "angel" but not having 1 allignment and being put in a weaker mind/body could result in having not control over certain emotions and cravings...
But still in any case, go see a shrink and tell him about all this cravings you have. I'm saying this not because I think your crazy, but these therapies might help you strenghten your mind and will and help you control your urges, if not resolve them completely.
In any case, good luck and I hope this intel was usefull to you :)