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King_of_RED

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Losing power
« on: July 07, 2010, 01:22:46 PM »
I dont if its my current job or me just growing up but I remember I used have a connection to some type of power around me. I remember once when I was younger I was walking home from school in the snow. Well after a awhile my feet started to go numb and I started to freak. Then I kept repeating this phrase "Hotter then fire. Faster then lighting" in my head and not only did I warm up but I bet my bus (which I missed) home. Yeah the bus could of made a wrong turn and me warming up was probably all mind over matter, but it didn't feel that way to me. I even managed to decrease the speed of the wind one day while out walking to store. Once again probably just a change in the weather (or somebody else doing it lol). Anyway what Im getting at is I think I lost that power I had once before. Is there a way for that to happen? like being cursed or just reaching a certain age?
She wants blood and death....and I'm tempted to give it to her

King_of_RED

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Re: Losing power
« Reply #1 on: July 07, 2010, 02:46:36 PM »
 I kinda miss having them. They made special. How can I get them back?
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Levinthross

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Re: Losing power
« Reply #2 on: July 13, 2010, 03:50:19 PM »
relaxing and simplifying your life destressing those help also
the wind that chills the night, the fire's golden light
the oceans call to you, the earthen fated tune,
I am the ivy binding tight i hold the spells all through the night, i am
nightshade's fated swoon of deaths kiss and witches broom

King_of_RED

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Re: Losing power
« Reply #3 on: July 14, 2010, 02:56:47 PM »
I really wish it was that simple
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Re: Losing power
« Reply #4 on: July 14, 2010, 03:26:18 PM »
Your abilities seem to be connected to your feelings of innocence and youth. Try doing something to bring that feeling of youth back. On a day off work, go to a spot you went to as a kid, take part in an activity you did in those days. Read your favorite kids book or watch your favorite kids movie and I don't mean a kids movie you like now, I mean a kids movie you liked then. Look for fairy folk at the bottom of your garden, check if you like butter by holding a buttercup under your chin and seeing if it turns yellow, pick up a stick and convince yourself its a sword and you are a pirate, look at the lay out of your living room and imagine what buildings and landscape the furniture could be for your action figures, jump from sofa to sofa because the floor is hot lave/shark infested water. Then try to connect, decide something is true. Start small. Decide the weather will slightly change. decide when a slight breeze will come, decide a flock of birds to fly by. Try this and then get back to us on how it went. Best of luck my friend.
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Re: Losing power
« Reply #5 on: July 15, 2010, 06:46:36 AM »
Thanks for the advice everyone Ill try your methods and see what happens
She wants blood and death....and I'm tempted to give it to her