Author Topic: Of men and Demons  (Read 1963 times)

ImmortalKain

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Of men and Demons
« on: September 29, 2008, 08:36:45 AM »
Ok so in my poetry thread I wrote a strange poem about fighting alot of people and some demon bests too. Well, that came from a very disturbing dream I had that, until recently I have been reluctant to share. But here goes nothing I suppose:

I woke up in some run down, crumbling house. There was alot of noise outside and as soon as my vision cleared I could see the house was on fire. I ran outside the front door and into the street. There was bodies everywhere and smoke and explosions going off. On one end of the street was a company of soldiers wearing blue outfits of some kind and on the other was another company, except they had these demon beasts and they didn't look like normal men. They were taller and broader and kind of grotesque. Well, the two groups clashed and the blue guys were getting slaughtered by the beasts. The other men hadn't even engaged yet. I couldn't sit and watch these guys getting destroyed anymore, so I jumped in. I grabbes some of the beasts, which were bigger than me, by the throats and slammed their heads to the ground, punching right through their eyes into their skull (I think I did this cause their heads were armored or something) . Others I just snapped their necks. It was quite graphic and bloody and I'll spare you the more gruesome details. Then when we had killed most of them, the other men rushed us. I was faster than them, of course, and killed them very quickly. The thing that bothered me was many of them were just fleeing from me, but I was merciless. I was bloodlusting and on a rampage. I drank from a few of them too. Some begged for me to spare them and I killed them anyway. Usually quite cruelly. This went on for what seemed like hours. Then after it was all done I looked around and I had not only killed the enemy company, but everyone else as well. To include women, children, animals, it was all dead. Then people came from out of nowhere and picked me up and cheered me and made me to be some f'in hero and some guy held up a scroll or list and unrolled it and sai this was how many I had killed and the list just kept going and going and everyone cheered more. I made them put me down and walked to the edge of the death piles I had made and cried. Not only cried bawled, sobbed. No one seemed to care cause they were all having some stupid party behind me. Then the sun came up, both in my dream and in real life, and blinded me, and I woke up sobbing. This is something that has disturbed me for a long time and i have no idea what it means. Its one of the most vivid dreams I have ever had. I also woke up to find I had broken some stuff in my room too.
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Re: Of men and Demons
« Reply #1 on: September 29, 2008, 10:06:52 AM »
Did you cry for the dead, or cause it felt so good?

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Re: Of men and Demons
« Reply #2 on: September 29, 2008, 03:01:02 PM »
 Do all dreams have to have meaning? Can we not simply have a nightmare? I can easily see you being victorious in battle, but killing the innocent as well? No. Myabe it's nieve of me, but I see too deeply to believe you capable of that. Perhaps a glimpse of a past life? A warning to not let history repeat itself? I don't know. Here's something to think on though... Are you the same person you were when you had that dream?
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Re: Of men and Demons
« Reply #3 on: September 30, 2008, 05:38:24 AM »
It was more like a vision than a dream from what I can tell. And difference between those is:

1. You know you are not just dreaming

2. Feeling of reality (sense of smell, wind etc.)

3. Knowing that never in your life you ever did something like that, and no, games dont count

Sometimes to decipher a vision, you cant use ordinary "dream gadgets". You cant get it naked, and on Freudian table to say what were her childhood traumas. It takes much more....

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Re: Of men and Demons
« Reply #4 on: March 01, 2010, 05:21:51 AM »
That sounds similar to my past life i think Kadesh and Nina are onto something when they say it was more than a dream.

The only reason i remember my past life is cause of the evil still attached to me. It won't let me live down the crime of killing so many innocents. If we wept together or alone it wouldn't matter what was done is done.
swallow the past and live for the future.

I know i try and you should do the same. Cause if it don't help s**t it surely can't hurt s**t to try.
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Re: Of men and Demons
« Reply #5 on: May 30, 2010, 04:02:58 PM »
I am getting the feeling of this being related to a past life. I feel that the giants (monsters) you killed deserved it. You might of just let your dark side get the better of you. Your dark desires have power and they can be useful as well as catastrophic.

This is warning possibly of guilt of what you are capable of. But do not let it get carried away.
If my life is worthless then death must be my currency to spend.