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Eyeless pig girl
« on: September 18, 2009, 12:07:13 PM »
So there is a "thing" that constantly shows up in my dreams. Makes no attempts to harm me or the things in my dreams, doesn't speak, and doesn't interact other then stare at me.

"Thing" resembles a small girl between 7-9 years, pale skin, wears a girlie dress that looks very worn and old, she has black sockets for eyes, a pig nose, and no facial expression. She has been in several different dream settings. Whether I'm in the dream or I'm watching the dream I see her and she stares at me. Just stares and follows but keeps a distance.

Any ideas?
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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #1 on: September 18, 2009, 12:26:47 PM »
Try treating it as a VERY REAL visitor to your dreaming. Dreaming is just the easiest place for you to meet right now.

The fact that it has maintained its apperance consistantly in several otherwise unrelated dreams says it definitely wants you to be aware of its presence.

If it appears again try conversing with it and ask it what it REALLY is, and what it REALLY wants.

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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #2 on: September 18, 2009, 12:38:28 PM »
I agree with oldbill. If it keeps showing up in dreams that aren't related, there's got to be a reason.
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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #3 on: September 18, 2009, 12:45:23 PM »
Thank you for the advice. I will try speaking with her. I have tried calling out to her on few occasions but she did not respond and stayed at a distance. However my attempts were halfhearted at the most so maybe I should try a more conversational approach.
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You should have been more careful. Have fun falling *kisses*

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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #4 on: September 18, 2009, 12:52:10 PM »
I would echo OB1's advice, and add my own: Be careful. Always be wary of anything that seeks you out in such a manner until you are absolutely certain of its intent.

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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #5 on: September 18, 2009, 12:56:07 PM »
Ok its starting to add up a bit more now.

If you have already noticed it and half heartedly tried to make contact it explains the constant consistant image it had in your dreams. It also explains the neutral emotional content associated with it.

Normally when these things initially appear they provoke strong emotional responses from us via controlling their appearance in our dream scenarios.
When we get past that level of communication then they  take on a more consistant form, like you have now.  This is actually the next stage of communication, more like a proper interest it has taken in you.

How curious can you be about what it really is?

Try using your curiosity about it to entice it into a closer encounter. Emotion and awareness are the keys things to it being curious about you.

Oh what fun you might be about to have!!!!!
« Last Edit: September 18, 2009, 01:00:28 PM by oldbill4823 »

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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #6 on: September 18, 2009, 01:06:17 PM »
I just wish I really knew what it was interested in. Of course I have not been very nice. My halfhearted attempts consisted of "what do you want?" no response "well don't get in my way and don't bother me"

I admit I was a brat to it.

Does it make sense to say it seems like its waiting for something? That is what I sense from it. It's watching in in a waiting way.
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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #7 on: September 18, 2009, 01:12:52 PM »
Yes it is waiting.

Its waiting for to see if you will actually find enough about you to go further and develop your dreaming awareness so you can meet it properly.

Right now you are in the balance.  You could very easily just fall asleep again after having woken up just enough to see it.

You said that you asked it 'not to bother you'. Well its done just that so far. Normally people dont have enough about them to say that sort of thing to them. It has obliged you by following your wishes.
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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #8 on: September 18, 2009, 01:18:59 PM »
Yes it is waiting.

Its waiting for to see if you will actually find enough about you to go further and develop your dreaming awareness so you can meet it properly.

Right now you are in the balance.  You could very easily just fall asleep again after having woken up just enough to see it.

You said that you asked it 'not to bother you'. Well its done just that so far. Normally people dont have enough about them to say that sort of thing to them. It has obliged you by following your wishes.

I admit... I'm also just a tad jealous, just like OB1 here. Please, keep us apprised of your progress...

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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #9 on: September 18, 2009, 01:20:24 PM »
Have you ever tried approaching it? (Maybe to show your interest.) But if you try that, follow Moloch's advice and be careful; you never know...
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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #10 on: September 18, 2009, 03:09:26 PM »
I will try to dream as lucidly as I can tonight. I may have no luck though since I will be drinking tonight and that makes lucid dreaming difficult. I just wish I knew where it came from. It's appearance is what could be described as creepy
I will take you to the stars above higher then you have ever been...and then I will drop you to depths deeper then you've ever dreamt.

You should have been more careful. Have fun falling *kisses*

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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #11 on: September 20, 2009, 07:12:22 PM »
is there anything it really does in your dreams? like point at anything? or does it make a sound? or does it just stand in one spot? possibly trying to tell/or show you something.....idk just throwing out some ideas  :-D

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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #12 on: September 21, 2009, 08:01:21 AM »
So last night I didn't see her the whole night until almost the end of my dreaming. I looked at her for a long time. She just looked right back at me and sat down on the ground. I tried walking towards her but I woke up. Part of me thinks I shouldn't do anything. I mean this girl/thing has been popping in and out of my dreams for months now. Maybe there is a meaning behind her visits that I have to find out on my own not necessarily from her. Is there anything special about eye less pig people? I know some things in dreams have meanings like if you are falling or if you see a certain type of animal. Maybe this is the same kind of thing.
I will take you to the stars above higher then you have ever been...and then I will drop you to depths deeper then you've ever dreamt.

You should have been more careful. Have fun falling *kisses*

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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #13 on: September 21, 2009, 09:01:34 AM »
 Are you sure she doesn't have eyes? Could it be that they're just opaque?
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Re: Eyeless pig girl
« Reply #14 on: September 23, 2009, 04:38:50 AM »
Yes there is a metaphorical meaning to all this. There is also a very real energetic reality happening right before you.

Asking about the meaning is a bit like asking the surgeon about how to get better just as he has the knife out. Dont miss the important stuff happening right under your upturned nose!

However since you ask, the meaning of the dream is wrapped up on the image this thing is presenting to you. If i had to guess i would say that it is kind of a pun on your own attractiveness, with the pigs nose and all. I mean do you have issues with the way your nose looks? How attractive do you actually believe you are underneath? Do you actually think you are less than wonderful? Those are some quick guesses. as to the meaning.
The actual meaning of its appearance is wrapped up in its future relationship with you. It knows what that is. You and I do not. Not just yet anyway. The meaning kinda depends on how and what you do with it from here.

Ok the eye thing is because you are starting to see this thing properly for what it really is. When you focus on its eyes it cannot replicate human eyes because of certain energetic constraints put on it. So you see something else instead. BTW this fact confirms to me exactly what is going on here. Having said that my words and explanations of it would mean absolutely nothing to you at this point. This is something that can only really be explained by experience. That is how knowledge works at this level. Its not intellectual, its experiential at the level of your energy.

Have you actually accepted that this is a very real being that keeps turning up in your dreaming awareness?
Do you REALLY understand this yet?