Not an Emergency, Just Curious if Anyone Has Any Ideads

[SCW80]

Like I said this isn't an emergency.  I  just wanted to know if anyone has any ideas about what happened.

I have always been an empath and been able to see things that others couldn't.  I have always keep my emotions, especially anger, on a very short leash and constantly keep them under control to the point were I have been told that I don't seem to have any emotions and have a "flat" personality.

What has been bothering me is that two weeks ago I came very close to completely loosing control of my anger.  It has happened befor, but never this close.  I've talked to the peopple around me when it happened, and they were very scared.  They said that my eyes changed color from blue-grey to black (kist the iris not the whites of my eyes), my face went completely white (usually I have red cheeks), the lights in the room got dim, and the temprature dropped.  They all had the same story.  The last time this happened, the guy who was the focus of this wet himself. 

I remember becoming very calm during all of this but filled with rage and bloodlust.  I felt incredibly aware of everyone and everything around me.

Was it just an adrenaline rush or something like that?

[Moloch]

Was it just an adrenaline rush or something like that?

I highly doubt it as adrenaline would not make your eye color change.

However, if this is not an emergency, I suggest that one of the staff move it to a more appropriate board; say Psi Zone?

[SCW80]

Good call.  I wan't sure where to put this. 
Thanks.

[Levinthross]

keep in mind as a empath that you radiate psi which is tuned to specific emotional wavelengths and thus depending on the emotion extreme upset can cause a multitude of emotionally and elementally related phenomena or even anarchy.

[SCW80]

keep in mind as a empath that you radiate psi which is tuned to specific emotional wavelengths and thus depending on the emotion extreme upset can cause a multitude of emotionally and elementally related phenomena or even anarchy.

I did not know that.  Is there where I can learn more about this?

[NightSeeker]

Levinthross is right. Most Empaths usually only receive other peoples emotions. The more powerful Empaths can broadcast or project their emotions to others (including non-Sensitives).   May I ask what has caused this recent loss of emotional control ?  What has been happening in your life? How have you been feeling?